Friday, October 22, 2010

Found this on TUMBLR and I blushed. :)

My best friend texted me, he asked if I looked nice right now. I told him no, and he said to get ready so I look good, not to him, but to myself. Only text him back If I felt happy with how I looked. This confused me but I didn't ask questions. I just got ready, and finally after an hour or two, I told him I felt happy with how I looked, sort of. The door rang about 10 minutes later, and my friends told me to come with them to the park. This confused me but I didn't ask questions, I was bored anyways. We walked to the park, it wasn't that far, and they said to sit on the swing set. I didn't really like the swings at this park because it was the very place my first love broke up with me & shattered my heart. Just sitting on the swing hurt a bit, I went into silence at the memories. Suddenly, I was blindfolded. When my friends took it off, there he was. The boy who told me to get ready, I liked this boy, he was my best friend. He handed me a rose and got down on his knee. "I know this is one of your least favorite places. I also know you stopped believing in love after 2 shots to the chest. And you don't like change. But this is good change, I think. I want to change this swingset from the place where you closed your door to love to the place where it just began. I've sat by & watched you get hurt long enough. You're beautiful, smart, talented, sweet, funny. And impatient. So, I won't drag this out. I love you, & I'd like to be your boyfriend...Will you go out with me?" This boy was my 3rd love, he made me feel special. It's been 5 long years, and just today, he said those exact words. To propose.


DISCLAIMER:  I do not own/write this plot.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

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Suddenly, I felt the space and the differences all building up between us. Sorry for the unspoken words and idle moments....

You know, I'm not good at keeping myself interesting. And I feel weak. I'll smile, but I'll never promise not to cry..

I'll not cry because I'm feeling hurt, but because you're too much for me..

And it's too overpowering not to notice how lucky I am, to have you..

If ever tears came running down my cheeks, I'll promise you'll never know..

Or if something bad came up for no reason, I'll keep it a secret..

 Don't say sorry to me coz you say you got me disappointed. As a matter of fact, you are not..

You're only making the best out of every thing, I appreciate it. Really. And I know you're doing it coz you promised to be the best for me..

To be honest with it, you don't have to do that. Just by staying here with me, you're already keeping the promise..




Don't lose the grip, or you'll seep out the life out of me..

Don't drop the stare, or  you'll make it hard for me to grin..

Don't remove your arms around me, or you'll cause my knees shaking..

Don't go, or you'll break my heart...

I'm sorry to ask for more than you could give..

Or to demand things that are out of your limits...

I'm sorry if I ever ruin any second of your days...

It's just that, I miss you.. BADLY..

And if ever you have to let go...

Please don't keep it too long...

Say it, and I'll understand..

But until then, please bear with me..

Please know that I love you all of my life...


I LOVE YOU.